Live loose, don't lose!

it's that nothing would remain constant.

before this, I put much effort and money on my motorcycle,

which I thought is meaningful but at last turned into a mess that I'm not even sure whether the insurance company would fix it to the original way or not, or, even if it's fixed, it's still not the original one.

Next comes to my attitude. I was really cautious everytime I'm riding my motorcycle since I know there's a dangerous and I don't want to hurt my motorcycle.

However, this time I was just a little bit tired, and it's just so coincident that the signal is working some kind of weried and both the one hit me and I were in kind of rush- we all want to arrive our destinations quickly, which fit the old saying: haste makes waste.

I always knew the saying. In fact, I often tell others about this. And for most of the time, I'm simply a well-prepared person, which means lots of protection equippments for the rider.

It's simply that I was a little bit lazy this time- when one gets similar to something, he just forgets how dangerous it could possibly be.

Luckily, I did wear my helmet- which truly saved my life and my face- the helmet absorb most of the force that should have been excerted on my head and kept my face from robbing against the ground.

And about the instant, actually I still can't remember how I was being hit at that instant.
Memory at that time just gone away- maybe it's kind of self-protection for creatures-memory loss.


But after the crash, I did thought about something like am I dying or maybe I'll be paralyzed for rest of my life and something like that.

I did feel kind of sad that I don't have a girlfriend anyway but then I'm kind of glad that at least the number of people who would be sad for what happened on me may decrease by one.

But what really comes first is my family, which is the reason I make a phone call to my mom first.

After all, no matter how annoying they may be during daily lives, family are just those who are sticked to you all the time no matter what.

This incident makes me know a little bit more.

Since nothing is constant and we can't predict what would happen the next second.

I do feel depressed on how little we can do to control our own lives since we're all in this big environment filled with uncertainties.

What seems just fine now could possibly destroyed and gone the next second.

So the conclusion is actually simple, which every of us already know.

It's about being prepared for the future uncertain situation.

The more you had put effort on, despite not always, would increase the chance for your survival or outstandinig.

It's about: no pain, no gain.