Live loose, don't lose!

To a special girl. One girl that really makes a difference to my life and value. From what time I don't believe in love? I started taking wonder on everything. Or.. what should I do, stop or keep going? No specific answer was found. A girl worthwhile for this, right? I believe in what I believe. A stupid and meanlingless one,maybe. My idea now is simply do what I want. Simply challenging the curse I can't find an ideal girl. That's what my thoughts toward love is now. I just wanted to find the girl. Like who I've been chasing so far. Little frustratiion shouldn't and couldn't stop me. What I'm looking forward is simply a little but lasting bless. A little little dream and wish I'm tracking, I can't help but fall in the loop again and again. Till someday I stop the loop, but.... I won't be me anymore that way... No way, i go my astray. Goodbye?? it's not time yet. ==================================================== The interesting point is that..........